I am a nick on the hand...

My arm is freakin sore right now...it kinda feels like someone's just tugging enough at it so it feels like they're trying to pull it out, but not totally pulling at it. I tried sleeping in the recliner last night, like my doctor suggested, but my arm still woke up me up an hour and a half earlier than I wanted to wake up. My second appt is in 3 weeks, I hope these 3 weeks pass me by with the quickness. Too bad I'm done with my medication, well I actually lost it, but only 2 days worth, which was only 2 pills one day and 1 on the last, so I don't think I'm missing much, unless those 2 pills were like THE pills, like the catalysts to fix the shoulder...that would totally suck.

Crazy, another dude(the last one was a dudettte) in our dept got eye surgery. I can't imagine what it's like to not really be able to see clearly right when you wake up, but it must be something. I don't know though, I still have my reservations. I mean, maybe I'm just being paranoid but we still don't know what the long term effects are. And granted, our eyesight is degenerative anyway, so one might as well do it now. But what if the long term effects are worse than the general degradation of one's eyesight? That's the scary part. It's like when people were talkinga bout E and stuff, how there was nothing wrong with it, but now all these things are popping up as far as effects of exposure and yada yada yada...just like with the cocaine addiction back in the 60's or 70's or whenever it was, and all the defects started showing up. I guess I'm just one of those poeple that need to see long-term stability before I can buy it.

"Sometimes the truth hurts"